They are lost.
It is the inevitable. We never get the choice to choose our families. We are stuck with them, and we decide to be a part of their lives or not. I can’t understand why God would place me in such a messy situation. It’s so hard to believe a God so beautiful and loving, a God that provides so much for me, whom pours out his blessings to me and a God who I see working in the lives around me could be absent in the lives of my family? Why hasn’t he saved them yet? How long must I wait? I want to believe with all my heart that he will reach them, but they seem so hopeless. I know I need to step my faith up and believe that his holy spirit will do the unthinkable. I get so angry at the situation! And I feel guilty as well..Shouldn’t I suffer with them? I’m saved and praise and sing and dance for this amazing God joyfully! All the while my family is suffering and desperate. My heart is broken for them. I wish I could change this…it seems so inevitable, but I know my Jesus is bigger that this. I will disparately pray for change.
